well, how should i start. from da pass few weeks. i've been spending time wif myself (not alone). what i mean is, i kinda boring actually. nevermind. da reason is becouse. i've made a choiche =D. i'm throwing away something that has been a very important things for me. its about time. realy. and after that its like there is a big hole inside me. one of da main point of i'm living in this beautiful world today. has gone. i dont know. its realy hard 2 describe. everything is like a mess. theres nothing that i can control anymore. just letting everything runs by itself. day by day. i'm lost yet i think i know da way i'm headed. fuhh. doing thing like i use too. pretending like nothing happen. gile ah. i smile (i'm a person with a sweet smile, trust me hahaha) having fun. studying. working. everything..but it still cannot fill in the hole. besar betul lubang tu kan, thanks to all that been there for me. fren that entertain. co-workers..thanks for all da advise. but somehow i realize something. da hole never could be fill becouse. there was nvr a hole in da 1st place. because the truth is, i never empthy it. it was always there wif me. i nvr throw it away. i cant't. it stucks...u nvr knew when is da time u realy need something..this is how i feel..hmm my conclusion is. keep what u already have and dont ever try 2 forget things. what have u put inside your heart will always stayed there. so live with it. i'm living with my. this kind of feeling makes me remember a piece of lyrics in 'hotel california' song..
'u can always check out, but u can never Leave....'
p/s : try to leave a few time, but i keep coming back
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